We all want to feel good. To feel safe. To feel something other than pain, emptiness, anxiety, or exhaustion. And for many of us, that means we need a way to escape—even if just for a moment. Some people retreat into nature. Some into Netflix. Others into a bottle, a body, or a perfectly curatedContinue reading ““How Do You Escape?”: The Good, the Bad, and the Healing in Our Coping Mechanisms”
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When Everything Is Everything: Living with Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder
There’s no easy way to start a post like this, so I’m just going to say it straight: living with multiple mental health conditions is a lot. It’s more than a full-time job, more than a weight—it’s an entire storm system, and I live inside of it every single day. Last night was one ofContinue reading “When Everything Is Everything: Living with Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, and Bipolar Disorder”
Today Was a Good Day: A Reflection on Growth, Grace, and Showing Up
Today was one of those rare days where everything feels aligned — not because it was perfect, but because it was real. There were laughs, deep thoughts, sun, food, and moments that cracked my heart open just enough to let some light in. It started off simple enough — church in the morning, which alwaysContinue reading “Today Was a Good Day: A Reflection on Growth, Grace, and Showing Up”
My Body Won’t Let Me Die
Spoken Word by Marty I’ve been lying in bed, with the weight of the world pressing full against my chest— not like Atlas carrying the globe, more like being the pavement beneath it. Cracked, silent, invisible until someone trips over me. All I want to do is vanish, fade like fog in morning heat. NotContinue reading “My Body Won’t Let Me Die”
The Weight I Wear
I wake up before the sun has even sighed, and wear a smile like armor— not joy. Just a habit. A mask. Another role I didn’t ask for. They call me strong. Reliable. “Solid.” But solid doesn’t mean whole. It means no room to fall apart. I say “I’m fine” like it’s a reflex, likeContinue reading “The Weight I Wear”
Update 2: When Everything Feels Heavy
I thought being sober would fix all my problems. I really did. People made it sound like once you stop drinking or using, things just… get better. That life would slowly fall into place. That clarity and peace would come flooding in. And to be fair, some of that is true—sobriety has cleared my mindContinue reading “Update 2: When Everything Feels Heavy”
Living with Depression and Suicidal Ideation: A Battle Unseen
Depression isn’t just sadness. It’s not just a bad day or a rough week. It’s a weight, a fog, a suffocating presence that lingers even when everything on the outside looks fine. It’s waking up and feeling like you’re already losing a fight you didn’t sign up for. It’s knowing that people love you butContinue reading “Living with Depression and Suicidal Ideation: A Battle Unseen”
Embracing Happiness: Rediscovering Self-Worth Amidst Others’ Success
It’s natural to feel overshadowed by the accomplishments of others, especially when it seems like everyone around us is effortlessly achieving their dreams. We may begin to question our own worth and wonder if we’re somehow lacking in comparison. However, it’s essential to remember that each person’s journey is unique, and success looks different forContinue reading “Embracing Happiness: Rediscovering Self-Worth Amidst Others’ Success”
Dating
In a world saturated with romantic narratives and love stories, it’s not uncommon to feel like the odd one out when you’ve never dated anyone. Trust me; I’ve been there. For as long as I can remember, I’ve navigated the tumultuous waters of love without ever dipping my toes in. It’s not that I’m againstContinue reading “Dating”
A new chapter
As I step into my thirties, I find myself at a crossroads, eager to delve into the depths of my identity and unearth the essence of who I truly am. Armed with a passion for baking that rivals the warmth of the oven, I seek solace and joy in crafting delectable treats that not onlyContinue reading “A new chapter”
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